Lately, I have found writing to be one of the hardest things to do.
There are so many things to be expressive about,
however being expressive has seemed to be the one thing I cannot do.
It's the same with this very post. I start wondering I am going to do with it and then....
....... Nothing.
Or should I say something that I don’t want starts happening?
Instead of thinking about what's next and executing it I think what's next... and then I think about how it all wrong.
"No one will even read this."
"Who'd be interested in this again?"
"If they read it, they'll think you're mental."
"You should probably just stop typing bruh."
“Oh no baby, what
"You can write it... but ya won't post it."
These are the thoughts that just went through my brain but yay am still typing I guess.
Over the past few weeks, this has been the home of my mind.
That deep dark pit and even though you try to find the light...
You just can't get
You say you're gonna take a step;
Your mind's like "Don't step on
Next thing ya know, you step on the toe and boom! flat on ya face.
I guess it's true what they say the mind is a powerful thing.
And sometimes I wonder can I overcome it?....
But I guess if you're reading this...I think I can